In other words: Go Away. I'm processed & exhausted and engaging in spontaneous bouts of critical thinking. Spontaneous is used as loosely as possible, under these circumstances. Still not over the Blazer Girl incident. It's been the main catalyst for nearly all my emotions lately. Who.The.Fuck.Says.That.To.Me. No questions asked. Oh, what fucking flavours surround me. Just go away.>>>>>>>>>>>>>watch yr. step. There you go. Made it. Out of my face.
The colour of fruit suggests whether it is ripe, the colour of meat whether it is rancid. This will factor. I've been reading about flavour compounds: a flavorist is a chemist with a trained nose and a poetic sensibility. Different chemicals are responsible for each stage, apparently. & hey, it's like a summer's night out there. & here I am, scrambling to figure out what I'm passionate about. It's so much harder when you have to narrow it down. Down to the two-sidedincident. Focus and concentration of that sort makes me nervous. The specialization of culture and the time & space principle.
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OK. That's it: I'm passionate about alcohol. I'm under so much stress that's all I can really think of. Or, rather: that's all I can really think of for a long enough period that it actually starts leading to desire. Oh, god. You realize I may indeed write an entire upcoming entry about why it's better to carry gin around than NOT--with links, photos and everything. And these aren't even juvenile sentiments. Which should scare me, but it doesn't. Not even in other people, anymore.
I'm totally kidding, but I do need a drink. I'm starting to feel as if I'm in a bus station. The lights. The rows. I'm being monitored by closed circuit--while trying to write an alternative media article. It's all falling apart.
Posted by caroline at May 26, 2005 8:15 PMthe Blazer Girl incident?
Posted by: reanna at May 27, 2005 9:42 AMA rather unsavory type of poor conversational taste found it for some reason fitting to greet Caroline out front of a bar with the words "Hey! It's you! Blazer Girl!" Whatever. I think he finds it confouding that she wears blazers. I'm over it. But Caro's pain and frustration resounds still.
Posted by: Xavier at May 27, 2005 10:24 AMI would also like to point out that apart from the fact of being unsavory he is also wear this red square of a bike helmet and is actually rather putrid. I could go on, but I'm on the brink of having him invade my subconscious and we don't want that to happen. At all.
Posted by: caroline at May 30, 2005 7:45 PM