I always find myself torn...whatever the outcome is I know I cannot blame me and believe that I'm the issue.
There is this boy I like, of course. We have been getting to know one another and whatnot...I feel like I need to do this differently then I have before. I'm staying futher away and not being so trusting. I'm watching myself to see what I'm doing and trying to know what I feel. I can't get wrapped up in a situation where I feel hurt when there really is no one to blame. I feel like I can do this by not trusting or being so giving.
Its hard to do this. Any ideas?