Reaching hands with nothing to hold on to.
Comfortable. I just remember the time at the market, they asked me to leave.
Our love was comfortable,
And so broken in.
When I cry, I close my eyes and every tear falls down inside.
Someday I'll wish upon a star...and will wake up with the clouds far behind me.
Heaven opens a magic lane.
----random lyrics going through my head----
American Cities That Best Fit You: |
| 65% Atlanta |
| 60% Austin |
| 60% Honolulu |
| 55% Denver |
| 55% Portland |
I just got back from my first yoga class. Good God! I feel the pain already. People always told me it will hurt and you will be sore... but for some reason I didn't really beleive it. Well, fuck man, its true. Though some of the positions felt really good. That sounds dirty and I like it. :)
Tonight I'm hosting a friends Bachelorette party. An old friend from middle and high school is getting married next weekend. Some people and I are going to dinner and then coming back to my place for games and drinking. We bought this 7 Deadly Sins Game and some condoms for games...I don't know. It should be fun. I will be the only guy and this will be the first time seeing some people since high school graduation!! I'm in the wedding and its next weekend.
My mouth has healed and I have been in no pain. Yay. School needs to be out, though I'm taking a summer class.
I'm slowly pursuing this boy I meet. I will give you more information if and when things actually work out. Who knows. He's nice and cute so why not let me know I might be interested. We'll see.
This is a FYI everyone needs to go buy ROB THOMAS's new cd...it is super amazing. I'm for real. Go get it. Now.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
I'm changing majors. Buh-bye Psychology and hello to Human Services.
I'm taking Abnormal Psycholoy right now...I go to class, I participate, yet I fail.
I talked with her the beginning of the term about multiple choice tests. She was not willingly to do something different. I have failed two of them. I talked with her which was she glad cause she hates to see me fail. Well...
She is still not really wanting to do anything to help me...it's now a waste of time since I'm going to fail. I'm going to drop the course and if they give me an F we are going to fight it. We are going to fight for a Withdrawl Pass.
I mean come on...I come to class, I do my work and I have a documented disability. By LAW they have to help. Its just annoying.
I think Human Services will be a better fit...not so theroy based. We'll see.
We are living 'neath the great Big Dipper
We are washed by the very same rain
We are swimming in the stream together
Some in power and some in pain
We can worship this ground we walk on
Cherishing the beings that we live beside
Loving spirits will live forever
We're all Swimming to the Other Side
I am alone and I am searching
Hungering for answers in my time
I am balanced at the brink of wisdom
I'm impatient to receive a sign
I move forward with my senses open
Imperfection it be my crime
In humility I will listen,
We're all Swimming to the Other Side
On this journey through thoughts and feelings
Binding intuition my head, my heart
I am gathering the tools together
I'm preparing to do my part
All of those who have come before me
Band together to be my guide
Loving lessons that I will follow
We're all Swimming to the Other Side
When we get there we'll discover
All of the gifts we've been given to share
Have been with us since life's beginning and
We never noticed they were there
We can balance at the brink of wisdom
Never recognizing that we've arrived
Loving spirits will live forever
We're all Swimming to the Other Side
The Christian children last weekend at the hotel were not cool. Throwing soda cans off the balcony onto cars. Taking pictures with their phones of other guests and telling other guests that they will pray for them. Calling and asking for random things. We had a ton of nose complaints and threats that the police were going to be called. It was crazy.
I have my preoperational evolution thing today for my surgery next week. I'm not nervous yet, but I'm sure I will be. However, I'm more nervous about all the shit I have to get done for school. I hope the recovery is not too bad because I just don't think I have time to be out.
Our Artistic Director of the chorus is leaving after this season :( and so we are looking for a new director. They have narrowed it down to four possible people. Each of them will have like 40 minutes to warm us up and re work one of our songs along with teaching us one of their songs. We had two of them already...one freaked me out. He had these loud outbursts, of like, yelling while we were singing. I guess it was his way of indicating that he liked what we were doing. But yeah, it made me jump. I was not a fan of him.
La De Da.
Jesus! Work, school, rehearsal, study time...I don't feel like I have enough time.
I have a test on Wednesday that I have not studied for. I have two papers due in 2 weeks but I'm having surgery done next week. I'm leaving for Wyoming with the gay mens chorus next weekend. I have not gotten enough sleep I feel and I'm sure I look like death.
I have class but I want to tell you about 800 Christain youth that came to the hotel for a convention. I hate them.
i don't know how it happened...you tell me. whatever.
don't ask me about this for i don't know why.
bored i suppose...
i have to tell someone..for it is growing inside... i don't know who. what will they think? oh well guess i should just come clean.
you guessed it.
i'm pregnant.