Pennies From Heaven

To Thine Own Self Be True?

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Dumb Ass.

Yesterday I meet this boy online and we talked a bit and figured we might hang out the next day. We were just meeting and going to hang out. I went over to his place and meet his roommates and such. We then all went to the gaypark...I drove myself so I would not leave my car and his place when we were going by mine. We all went, including his roommates and on the way I called him asking if we couldstop at the coffee house. He said yeah. When we got closer he sent me a text saying "well meet you at the park..." I was not having good feelings about this guy..he is 19, annoying, loud and just fits all the gay sterotypes. Yuck.

So, after i got my coffee i went to the park and could not find them. I saw there car so drove up behind it. It drove off so I called him asking him what the deal was. He said he didn't know that was me and that he would pull over and wait for me. I could not find him. I then got another text saying "had an emergeny had to go. call me later."

Fuck him!

I sent one back saying "I'm actually better off without knowing you. Peace." A few minutes later he sent one back saying "my roommate shit his pants. im sorry."

I then said "I'm making no effort to see you again. If you want to hang out its you. I'm smarter than your games."

I have yet to hear from him.

Whatever. I mean he was not my type plus he was so fucking loud and annoying. He needs to grow up and become a person not some fucking annoying fag.

I cannot stand still.

Bored. Adjustmet. Alone. Cheerful. Needy. Horny. Faith. Goals. Wants. Lust. Men. Sex. God. Song. Work. Money. Morals. Guilt. Shame. Hate. Fear. Love. Content. Pain. Fat. Pretty. Fashion. Sleep. Cloudy. Depressed. Content. Voice. Rape. Loud. Pleasure. Ugly. Family. Deep. Tight. Warm. Desire. Longing. Memory.

Screw. Well...?

I got a keyboard from Santa and am going to take piano lessons. I'm excited about it! I took lessons for about two weeks when I was younger, but the book my sister got me for Christmas I taught my self-how to play Edelweiss! I'm proud of myself for that.

I started volunteering for RAIN Colorado, which is Regional AIDS Interfaith Network. What it is is that I'm paired up with a person living with AIDS and I go and visit with him, run errands, clean, shop...kind of whatever they need. I have been visiting my guy for about 3 months now...it is a neat experience for sure. Some days are harder then others but I'm going to stick with it. RAIN had their Holiday party and all of the volunteers and the people we care for came. Let me tell you, this is something that is new to me!

Gay Men’s Chorus started up again last night! I did not want to go back but once I got there I was glad to be back. School starts for me on the 19... I need to find another job. Yuck.

How to use the best of you.

Just got back from seeing the movie "White Noise." It was scary :)! I went to the ghetto theater by my high school and cops were making sure everything was in order. They made an announcement at the beginning of the movie saying that if your cell phone goes off you will be asked to leave. I was scared and check my phone about nine times before the movie started! Call it my OCD.

It’s been awhile since I have blogged last. Goodness. In November I was in an alumni show, Death of a Salesman, at my high school. It was fun. My sister was in it along with our drama teacher and people who graduated long before me. It was nice to be back on stage doing something again. I was finished the holiday season with the Denver Gay Men's Chorus and we start rehearsing tomorrow night again for spring.

Singing with them as been a neat experience. However, I have felt intimidated by not understanding how to read music that well and such. It has also been kind of a strange experience being in a group of like 90 gay men. I didn't think it would feel strange, though I'm sure some it has to deal with being new and figuring things out.

My sister got married! Yay! CourtneyandAaron Mother, Son and Dad Ohhh Sexxxy! Brother and Sister My Sister Super Sexxxy The Family There are many more photos at www.courtneyandaaron.com if you are at all intrested.

I quit the YMCA! Super Yay!

I'm working at Pottery Barn now. Mediocre Yay! I like it but not enough hours nor pay. I'm going to stay though and see what happens. Many cute boys come through the store... :)

Boys? Nope, none yet. I have been on dates with a few people, all of whom are very nice guys. I don't know what it is with me. Is it that I'm picky? I think it goes beyond picky...it is something that is hindering me to develop some of these relationships. Or I might be reading into too much and just have not found someone that suites my fancy.

School this past term was ok. I took shitty classes. We start back on Jan 19 and I'm looking forward to it.. I'm taking Child Psychology, Gender Psychology, Abnormal Psychology and Adolescence Psychology...should be fun.

For Christmas my parents got me an all expense paid for two trip to see Celine Dion in Vegas. I can't go until after August 26 because then I will be legal! I'm looking forward to it. I could go before then but why go to Vegas when you are not 21. Should be fun. I hear its a good show!!

I'm also beginning to plan my summer travel plans. I will be going to Germany and Spain. I have some friends in both countries so I will be visiting them. I have no details yet for I need to really get things sorted out.

I'm also planning on coming to Victoria in June. I hope everything pans out. Oh how I miss it. I do.

Well, I'm going to get going. Love to you all!

Polticis

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