I've noticed in the last week:
- I get sick all too often.Time to start taking better care of myself. See #4.
- Girls are really cool. I wish I'd known these girls (Joy, Jo, Penny, Denise, Holy, Rochelle) in highschool. I'd probably still be gay though, no offense girls.
- I hate school.
- I'm not terribly motivated at the moment. In fact, I'm terribly unmotivated. If you happen to be reading this, and want to send me some motivation, please do. See #1.
- My dreams are reallly screwed up lately.
- The dead father was alive and we had a conversation. I'd give almost anything to know what we talked about.
- Vanilla ice cream. I could taste the sweet, smooth vanilla. It was subtle and intoxicating.
- Not enjoying the bar isn't a bad thing. I used to think there was something wrong with me because I don't like that stupid place. I figured that one out last night at the bar.
- I don't have to hate myself when I drink, and I can be nice to people. I know, surprised me too!
Comments (2)
Oh hon. I've hated the bar for years. Sure, sure, I suffered bar guilt, but I think I'm over it. Perhpas you and I could start some sort of bar-free-for-life support group. I'm pretty sure I could think of at least 10 steps and you can help me round it out to 12.
Posted by Natasha | March 14, 2004 8:57 PM
Posted on March 14, 2004 20:57
I wish I had known you in high school, too. We could have created a veritable subacultcha of good taste and witty remarks. But, honey - I still wouldn't be a fag hag. :P (despite what a certain someone at your birthday party said)
Posted by Joy | March 17, 2004 3:12 PM
Posted on March 17, 2004 15:12