I"m still all hung up on the dumbest thing I have ever done, and can't seem to figure out why it happened.
The final is scheduled correctly in the palm pilot. There's an alarm set to go off half an hour before. Even the location is correct, which is an improvement on the first final I wrote this month. The alarm probably even went off.
I just didn't want to hear it, I suppose. The question is, "why?" Why do I keep preventing myself from doing well in my course work. I'm good at what I try to do (94% on the C SC 370 final, highest in the class) but I just don't feel motivated to try. I got a B+ in Math 222 but if you look at the actual marks, I would have had an A if I had done the homework. I just don't do the homework, not because it is difficult (which it isn't) but because I just don't want to.
For some strange reason, I would rather just sit on my ass and watch TV or spend hours playing solitare, or surf the web reading about things that don't interest me. Anything to not do homework.
If I did the work, actually completed the homework and put some effort into it, I'd be an A student. Why don't I?